You are driving me absolutely positively insane. I realize now that it’s just going to be like this with you and me always, from now until possibly eternity. The dynamic between us hurts me. It pulls at me. It’s a current I could maybe lose myself in if I am not careful.

And you, you are so oblivious. So beautifully, wonderfully, tragically oblivious. And you always will be, and it breaks my heart. You are perpetual heartbreak. I feel it everywhere, in my soul, in my bones, and you just float on…

And I know it’s unintentional, but you weigh me down, darling.